Bianca Dunstan

( Dream lofty dreams, and as you dream, so you shall become. )

[Private to Jasper and Justin]
What's all this about inferi in Diagon and the Ministry and Hogsmeade? Is really happening? I'm worried. I think...I think this was what my vision was telling me about. I've never had one refer to so near the future!

I hope you two are safe.

Justin, I contacted Astoria Greengrass. She's on her way to see me now.

We...we all know better than to believe everything that's in the Prophet, right? Because I think they're talking about me. Yes I have red hair. Yes I did go to the ministry and yes I did tell them about what I'd been Seeing, but I didn't predict anything deaths. I don't know if someone's going to die, much less when. I can't See anything that clearly, but if I could...well then maybe this gift would be a bit more useful.

This is part of the reason I was afraid to go tell anyone to begin with. The reactions are rarely ever good. What if everyone thinks I'm involved now? Could they have said red-haired more? If I didn't have to work today I'd probably dive right back into bed and not leave the flat at all.

( Private; readable by Justin and Jasper )

[Private: readable to Justin, Jasper, & Ernie]
I woke up this morning and read the prophet. I didn't know Ms. Clearwater, but I'm saddened to hear what happened. I know better than to believe all the details the Prophet says. Usually there at least something false or exagerrated in it. I certainly don't believe that Ron Weasley did anything less than his utmost to save Ms. Clearwater.

I just want this all to stop. I wiant to go back to how things were before Halloween, where I didn't have to worry about friends and family having nightmares, being murdered, or having to constantly have someone with me just to have an alibi.

I saw that Ms. Clearwater's brother had recently been killed too. I feel utterly terrible for the entire Clearwater family and their friends.

I'll be spending much of the day baking for Justin's birthday. If anyone is looking for me why would you be? I'll just be at home, quite likely covered in flour. And sampling. Quite a bit of sampling.

I can't believe I'm actually baking cakes like these right now. I'm so embarrassed

( Jasper )

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I'm not even sure I know what to think or say about the last few days. I rather feel like I need a short holiday.

( private )

May I ask who is going to be at the Leaky tonight? I have some freshbaked goods and I can't possibly eat them all myself. Or maybe if anyone wants anything they can come by? Or I could I'm not sure I'm up for a big crowd.

That sounded pathetic

( Private )

Um...if anyone's the sort of person who copes with grief with baked goods, I'm a stress baker and I've just about baked everything I had in my pantry. So if anyone wants some cakes or muffins or scones or biscuits or well almost anything, I have plenty.

( Private )

[Private]
I've suddenly got a terrible feeling about tonight. I'm afraid to read my cards and see what they say. I hope I'm wrong. Maybe I'm just nervous about having to attend such a big party. I just really wish I didn't have to go.

It'll be fine. I'll take the pictures and then come home. That's all. It'll be fine.

(Written painstakingly carefully)

( Private )

I have a very bad feeling I didn't sleep well last night. I'm hoping a little shopping trip will chase that away. Oh, and I've been asked to photograph the gala tomorrow night, which means I'll be there. Well I was already going to be there, I just mean I've got work to do while I'm there.

( NEWTS )